Savannah Hollow Horn Bear
In the circle since July 2026Host
Stories by Savannah
Picturesque mountains frame either side of the blue glacier that was steadily shrinking in size a each year. Brilliant white snow hugs ridges anywhere it can along the rocks and ice and fluffy clouds streak the sky in a way that feels like a painting. The water is glassy and perfect today. The ship happened to be the only one here, which was becoming more unusual since this location has gotten so popular. Sometimes, if you're lucky, you can see whales here. Whales are incredible to see anywhere, but with the minimally disrupted natural beauty of this bay, it felt extra special to see them here. Or, at least it used to feel special. Sometimes, if you spend enough time looking at something extraordinary, the novelty wears off and everything else becomes impossible to ignore. In this case, that would be hoards of grumpy, poor-humored retirees with way too much disposable income, never ending requests (more like demands, really), and remarkably little consideration for the people in charge of their creature comforts.
Alaska might be a dream destination for many. A cruise vacation might be a once in a lifetime trip. Neither applied to Collins. The guests she attended to were often as ungrateful as they were unremarkable… which felt like a slap in the face considering this was exactly what she was trying to escape. Collins had grown up accustomed moving often due to her father’s career in the Army, but by the time she entered middle school, his orders remained in Fort Wainwright. Fairbanks consisted of three very distinct kinds of people. The first was the ones who were born and raised here and always felt the need to make any transplants feel like they didn’t quite get what it was like to be from here, no matter how long someone had spent living here. The second were people like our family: here because of the military. The third was the worst. The tourists. Aloof, obnoxious, and infuriatingly affluent. It wasn’t much of a stretch to say Collins resented the ease at which they spent money and their ability to come and go as they pleased as a result of it. With that in mind, choosing to work in the tourism industry seems like a bad decision… but she refused the only two other options she could come up with.
Stay here and figure it out. Absolutely not.
Join the military. Hell. NO.
That’s how she ended up working on a cruise ship.
Collins hadn’t really considered that she might end up back in Alaska when she first applied to work for Highlight Cruise Lines. She still hadn’t realized it when she excitedly accepted the position of “hospitality specialist” which sounded fancy, but really just ended up being the company’s way of making sure they could use you for pretty much whatever jobs needed doing on the ship. When the reality that she’d be returning had finally hit her, it was too late to back out. She was already at training in a Florida, scheduled to finish just in time to depart on her new home for the next 8 months, bound straight for the place she had hoped to leave behind. The worst part was that her ship would be spending the next six months cruising up and down the Alaskan coast, leaving a pitiful two months in her contract to be somewhere else. She spent many nights laying in bed kicking herself for not thinking to pursue a career at a cruise line that didn't have so many Alaska itineraries. Once the summer season was over and the state all but iced itself off from the rest of the U.S., Collins was more than ready to greet the chintzy, easy-to-please crowd of Caribbean cruisers with open wide arms and a grin on her face.
I walked into the house and immediately felt at home. The walls had long cracks from the ceiling to the floor, the wallpaper was awful, and the stairs were rotten, but I could see what it could be. Besides the house being completely uninhabitable, I decided that this would be my new home. For now, at least.
Three sweet old Christian ladies day tripping from Pasadena gave me a ride to the outskirts of the mostly abandoned town of Bombay Beach. I wouldn’t have minded walking the 20 miles to get here, but their enthusiasm was impossible to say no to when they offered. The women chatted about how impressive Salvation Mountain had been while the two not at the wheel hunched over the crochet projects in their laps. “I didn’t make it, but I contributed a lot to it!” I informed them. “He couldn’t adorn that whole mountain without inspiration from me!” The lady in the back seat next to me patted my knee. “That’s wonderful, dear.” She cooed in a way that was supportive, yet laced with a tone of doubt. She must have thought the guys devotion to God would be enough to fuel a project like that. Before we knew it, it was time for me to exit their vehicle and wave as they pulled back out into the main road.
The town was eerie and still. It possessed a sense of endless possibility because of the evident lack of people and the abundance of unsanctioned art installations and graffiti. The few people who chose to live here mostly inhabited rundown mobile homes and RVs. You could see what this place used to be though. In its glory days, it had been vibrant waterfront destination, dredged in the optimism of the 60’s, and full of vacationing families and couples. As the Salton Sea became hazardous and unappealing, the communities surrounding it shriveled. Leaving only a decrepit shell of what once was a thriving community. There were only two kinds of people who lived here now: the folks who refused to leave and the ones craving an alternative lifestyle. The alternative ones were oddballs drawn to the area by Slab City and the promise of a lawless, uninterrupted existence without the pressures of modern society. Those weird-o’s are why I chose to exist here. Those kind of people were full of unburdened creativity.
I have spent years in this desert. In all those years, I have always been satiated. It shocks people when they learn food isn’t required for my existence. I am sustained by ingesting the emotions left behind by creators in their work, though I don’t look any different from you. Others like me tend to prefer the fine dining experience of structured fine arts in museums and architecture. But not me. I revel in the wild gaminess of guerrilla art, trash made into sculptures, and mountains turned to monuments. The kind of creative expression I crave can’t be taught, it’s intrinsic.
Don’t worry. It’s really starting to sound like all I do is vacuum the meaning out of the work I find and leave it ruined. I follow a strict Leave No Trace art foraging method. That means once I’ve gotten my hands on all those savory emotions, you won’t be able to detect any difference. In fact, anyone can reimbue the emptied art by feeling whatever emotions the art brings out of them. My food chain is renewable. I can admit it’s awesome! But it gets even better. Have you wondered about the “waste” I produce? That’s a terrible word to describe it because it’s the best part! I digest it all down into new inspiration to redistribute wherever and to whoever I want. So yeah, you kind of CAN thank me for Salvation Mountain.
—-Whoops! I was in St. Louis all week so I didn’t get much of a chance to focus on this and I forgot to post it. Do I love it? No. But I def didn’t have time to write anything else so here we are. I’ll try my best to post on time and without caveats next time! 🫣—-
It was nauseating. The scent was sour like something left rotting in the hot sun. Pungent and impossible to ignore, but Lorelei tried anyway. It had taken her a week to figure out what the smell was coming from after the first time it assaulted her nose. No one else seemed to notice it. Maybe it’s my imagination she had hoped. Quickly, it became clear that the scent was very real and for some reason, she was the only one who could sense it.
Lorelei groaned. She was bored and sitting on a hard chair for hours made her back ache. Being forced to watch one interrogation after another had made her wonder of it might be less agonizing to be the one getting interrogated. There was a steady flow of people in and out of the room in front of her and her mind was drifting. She was only paying just enough attention to be able to do her job. It’s not like she cared about it anyway. Once the Enforcement Agency was tipped off that Lorelei was a Whiff, she had no choice but to render her services. Whiffs were people who could smell an emotion. Only one emotion. Usually, it was a pleasant emotion like happiness or contentment, but there were rare exceptions. Lorelei was one of those exception. She could smell fear and that kind of ability was desirable.
The next person being interrogated was man who looked as uninterested as she felt. She probably wouldn’t have noticed, except that each subject had arrived to the room with apparent confusion or anger, and to her irritation, they all shared an undercurrent of fear. Maybe this man was just good at masking how he felt, but Lorelei should still be able catch some of the sour scent only she could detect. The weird thing was that she couldn’t. Not a single note of it was polluting the air as she took a deep breath in through her nose. That was unusual and what made her truly look at the man.
He was the kind of person who was forgettable upon first appraisal. Slightly tanned skin, dark hair, and light brown eyes. If she hadn’t been determined to inspect every detail of his appearance, she probably wouldn’t have noticed the devious glint in his eyes or the way he subtly tapped his fingers with impatience on his thigh. How unusual, he’s not like other boys she thought and snorted to herself. He whipped his head to the mesh screen Lorelei sat behind and she clapped her hands over her mouth. He couldn’t see her, but he certainly could hear her. It was similar a one-way mirror that also allowed airflow. The mesh was necessary so she could smell when fear was felt in the room and normally, noise wasn’t an issue. She simply pressed a button whenever there was a new wave of the fear smell. But this was the first time she had been curious about anyone sitting in the chair before her.